welcome, and we're so glad that you feel this safe place to come and share. That is great that you've made some changes to your soap and creams and noticing a difference already! Hopefully this will last, and give relief from your AD.
The feeling your experiencing, being concerned about possible side effects from medication is very normal, and I know that many others have felt the same, I know I have. That's great that you've done research, just keep in mind there is so much information available these days which can be a blessing and a curse, and sometimes it can easily scare us away.
Have you shared your concerns with your doctor? Have you asked him/her if there are other forms of treatments that you can try, before trying this?
At the end of the day, you know how well you are or aren't managing with your current AD symptoms, and how it's impacting your day to day living, and whether or not you're comfortable to take some possible risk, at the price of having better skin, sleep, mental health.
I personally just went through the same experience after deferring a medication for two years. I am happy to share more if you'd like.
Ashley Ann Laura wrote a fantastic article that I found very helpful, you may want to read it too.
https://atopicdermatitis.net/living/fear-eczema-treatment
Wishing you clearer skin and clarity as you prepare for your next doctor's appointment.
Chava B. Wald, Moderator & Contributor