No one had asked me about my skin for many years as I covered it with long sleeves and long pants or leggings/tights. Now that my skin has cleared with rx methotrexate I catch myself as I begin to use the old cover-up gyrations to ensure no skin is exposed. I didn't swim, sun bathe, get in a hot tub or go on overnight outings with girlfriends as so ashamed of my skin condition.
It has taken 3+years to start wearing shorts, leg exposing dresses and skirts and swim suits again.
I did not take showers for a long time as the water hurt my open skin lesions and they itched even more when dried. I cleaned with a washcloth daily. Johnson's baby soap only on private areas. No baths or massages, either
I felt so much shame for so long.